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What I'm Into (December 2014 Edition)

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Books
I've read 12 books in December:
  1. Yes Please by Amy Poehler (12/1/2014)
  2. Love Wins: A Book About Heaven, Hell, and the Fate of Every Person Who Ever Lived by Rob Bell (12/3/2014)
  3. Legendarium by Michael Bunker, Kevin G. Summers  (12/4/2014)
  4. Introducing the New Testament: Its Literature and Theology by Paul J. Achtemeier, Joel B. Green, Marianne Meye Thompson (12/3/2014)
  5. Misreading Scripture with Western Eyes: Removing Cultural Blinders to Better Understand the Bible by E. Randolph Richards, Brandon J. O'Brien (12/10/2014)
  6. The Princess Bride by William Goldman (12/12/2014)
  7. The Snow Queen by Hans Christian Andersen (12/15/2014)
  8. Jesus > Religion: Why He Is So Much Better Than Trying Harder, Doing More, and Being Good Enough by Jefferson Bethke (12/18/2014)
  9. Erasing Hell: What God Said about Eternity, and the Things We've Made Up by Francis Chan and Preston Sprinkle (12/19/2014)
  10. A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens (12/25/2014)
  11. Faith Shift: Finding Your Way Forward When Everything You Believe Is Coming Apart by Kathy Escobar (12/29/2014)
  12. The Skeletons in God's Closet: The Mercy of Hell, the Surprise of Judgment, the Hope of Holy War by Joshua Ryan Butler (12/30/2014)
LEGO
I finally had time to put together my Winter Village LEGO sets!




Christmas with the family in NC:
me and mom

Grandma!
My cousin's little girl (aka, my LEGO buddy)

my lil' buddy =)


So what have you been into this month?

What I'm Into


I’m linking up with Leigh Kramer for What I’m Into (check out the rest over at her site).

2014 Book Breakdown

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Number of books read: 111

Number of pages read: 26,510

Mode of reading: Audio (64), Physical Book (36), E-book (11)

Book genres: 
C. S. Lewis Studies: 17
Fantasy/Sci-Fi: 21
Fiction: 7
Non-fiction (other): 9
Spiritual Memoir: 8
Spirituality: 13
Theology: 36

Male/female authorship: 75 male, 25 female.
This is eye-opening and I want to deliberately read more female authors.

31 of the books read were published in the last three years.

I read the most books in one month in June with 15, while only reading 3 in July.

Here is the complete list of the books I read in 2014.


Here were some of my favorites overall:
Abba's Child: The Cry of the Heart for Intimate Belonging by Brennan Manning – I go back to this book over and over again to be reminded of God’s heart towards me.

Letters to Malcolm: Chiefly on Prayer by C.S. Lewis – so good. You should probably read it. =)

An Altar in the World: A Geography of Faith by Barbara Brown Taylor – I loved this so much I listened to it again immediately after finishing it the first time!

Evolving in Monkey Town: How a Girl Who Knew All the Answers Learned to Ask the Questions by Rachel Held Evans (now under a new title: Faith Unraveled: How a Girl Who Knew All the Answers Learned to Ask Questions) – I read this for the first time in 2012, I think.

Faith Shift: Finding Your Way Forward When Everything You Believe Is Coming Apart by Kathy Escobar – My only regret concerning this book is that I couldn’t have read it a couple of years ago when I was smack dab in the middle of a big faith shift myself! But I still loved it and would recommend it for anyone who finds themselves with far more questions than answers and far more doubt than certainty.

Evangelicals on the Canterbury Trail by Robert E. Webber – I want to re-read this soon. I found it helpful in my own faith journey as I relate to so much of what Webber talks about here.

Young, Restless, No Longer Reformed: Black Holes, Love, and a Journey in and Out of Calvinism by Austin Fischer – I’m glad this book exists even though it’s not ground breaking. I had already read most of the arguments in Roger Olson’s book, Against Calvinism, but I’m glad it exists for those who might be more inclined to read this shorter book, and because of the power of hearing how someone used to believe one thing but has now seen the light, so to speak. =)

Letters from a Skeptic: A Son Wrestles with His Father's Questions about Christianity by Gregory A. Boyd – Immensely helpful to me with my own questions. I wish I could get everyone to read this one.

The Civil War as a Theological Crisis by Mark A. Noll – This was quite thought-provoking. Rachel Held Evans kept talking about this book so I finally read it and now I see why she mentioned it so much.

Daring Greatly: How the Courage to Be Vulnerable Transforms the Way We Live, Love, Parent, and Lead by Brené Brown – I’m already ready to re-read this one. So good.

A Farewell to Mars: An Evangelical Pastor's Journey Toward the Biblical Gospel of Peace by Brian Zahnd - Another one I wish I could get others to read and talk about with me.


Out of the 12 books I read for my first semester in Seminary, these were a few of my favorites:
Ministry in the Image of God: The Trinitarian Shape of Christian Service by Stephen Seamands - This was not just some intellectual theology book, this was very practical in nature as well and I thoroughly enjoyed it.

Ordaining Women by Benjamin Titus Roberts – I love that argument for ordaining women was published back in the 1800s!

Sacred Rhythms: Arranging Our Lives for Spiritual Transformation by Ruth Haley Barton – This was such a good book on incorporating spiritual practices into our lives in different ways. I want to re-read it already!

When Helping Hurts: How to Alleviate Poverty Without Hurting the Poor . . . and Yourself by Steve Corbett – I highly recommend this book to anyone interested in missions.


(This post was inspired by Cara Meredith.)

So what were some of your favorite books you read this year?

A Bit of Rambling on Writing and All the Feelings

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Vulnerability is key to writing that has meaning and depth. So often I think this tends to be a factor in my experiences of writer's block. I avoid the rawness which writing requires of me.

But by now, don't we all know that none of us have it all together? So why do we feel like we have to continue pretending like we do? Why do I still feel the pressure to pretend to be perfect when I know I'm not fooling anyone, least of all, myself!

Why is it so hard to just be honest with each other and let Grace cover the mess of it all? Isn't that kind of the whole point? That we are all in desperate need of Grace? And that we need each other too?

We long for deep, genuine connection with people, but we have to be willing to take off the masks and come out of hiding for that to happen.
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So here's to the ones who feel broken, alone, or afraid,
to the ones who are hurting,
to the ones who feel unworthy or unloved.

For the ones who feel they are not enough:
not good enough,
not smart enough,
not skinny enough,
not fill-in-the-blank enough

and conversely,
the ones who feel like they are just too much…

Because -
I am the broken.
I am the lonely.
I am the hurting.
I am the one who feels like she is not enough…and too much...

And in the midst of all of the pain and heartache and brokenness of this world, I want to point to the Light, to the One who has kept me alive, the One that has kept me going, the One that holds all things together

Over and over again, God has used other people in my life who have spoken words of Love over me and words of Truth into me and it has saved my life in so many ways.

So I want to say to you (and to me):
Because of Christ and in Christ you are covered by love and grace, 
And you are enough because He is enough.
His grace covers your imperfections.
He is there in your loneliness and He has not forgotten you. 
And He loves you more than you know. 

One Word 2015: Embrace

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I know I'm a little late to the One Word party, but oh well. I've actually had my word picked out for awhile now, I just hadn't posted about it yet.

I chose "Embrace" as in, "Embrace it."

And then I wrote this:

Embrace
Embrace it
All the changes
I want to embrace this life,
I don't want to run from hard things.

Embrace Love,
Friends,
Family,
Heartbreak,
Embrace it all.

Embrace Grace
Embrace Hope
Embrace Faith
Embrace Life
Embrace Love.

God is Love.
Embrace God.
Embrace Jesus.
Embrace Spirit.

Embrace.

One Word Link Up: Here

What I'm Into (January 2015 Edition)

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Traveling
- The 1st week in January I traveled to Chicago with work and got to meet up with a good friend from high school while I was there.

- The following weekend I drove to Cleveland to visit my dear friends from college.

- And the weekend after that I drove to NC for my cousin's 1 year old birthday party!


Books
My goal this year is to read at least 10 books each month, so I'm off to a good start:

1. Jesus Feminist: An Invitation to Revisit the Bible’s View of Women by Sarah Bessey (1/2/2015) - This was a re-read and I loved it just as much as the first time I read it.

2. Walking on Water: Reflections on Faith and Art by Madeleine L'Engle (1/8/2015)
I love Madeleine L'Engle and will definitely be coming back to this one.

3. Lean In: Women, Work, and the Will to Lead by Sheryl Sandberg (1/13/2015)
This was okay. I'm glad the book exists and I'm glad I read it, but I probably won't re-read it.

4. Leaving Church: A Memoir of Faith by Barbara Brown Taylor (1/15/2015)
I love everything I've read by Barbara Brown Taylor and this was no exception.

5. Meet the Austins (Austin Family #1) by Madeleine L'Engle (1/15/2015)
This was okay. I wasn't sure what to expect so it was kind of a let down after how much I love the Wrinkle in Time series. But I will probably keep reading the Austin Family series because it's still Madeleine L'Engle.

6. Disarming Scripture: Cherry-Picking Liberals, Violence-Loving Conservatives, and Why We All Need to Learn to Read the Bible Like Jesus Did by Derek Flood (1/15/2015)
This was really good. I'm sure I will re-read it and come back to it soon.

7. The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning (1/22/2015)
I never get tired of reading Brennan Manning, and this book is one of his best.

8. The Hobbit by J. R. R. Tolkien (1/23/2015)
I find myself re-reading The Hobbit every year or two, especially after I watch the movies.

9. The Blue Parakeet: Rethinking How You Read the Bible by Scot McKnight (1/25/2015)
This was a re-read as an audio book after reading the physical book for the first time back in 2013.

10. Life and Writings of C. S. Lewis (The Great Courses) by Louis Markos (1/27/2015)
This was an audio experience via Audible. It didn't contain much information I wasn't already familiar with, but I still enjoyed the refresher and Louis Markos's energy and enthusiasm.

TV/Netflix
Agent Carter
The Big Bang Theory
Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Season 7)
Merlin

At the Movies
Annie
Into the Woods
Paddington

So what have you been into this month?

What I'm Into 


I’m linking up with Leigh Kramer for What I’m Into (check out the rest over at her site).

On Writing and Quiet

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First, a conversation with myself:


“I want to write.”

“So write, silly, just do it. Put the words on the page, string them together and give voice to your thoughts. It’s really not that hard.”

“Yes it is! It is that hard! There are too many thoughts and most of them probably don’t make sense and then I write in big long run-on sentences and start worrying about how I’m probably not that good of a writer and I use way too many ellipses…”

“Stop it! Stop worrying so much and just write! Write what you are thinking, write what’s on your heart, write what you need to hear as much as anyone.”

"But that's hard... that means I have to make time to be still and quiet long enough to..."

"Be still and know that He is God?"

"Well yes, that too... but also just getting quiet long enough to hear myself think and to let myself feel all the things..."

"And be vulnerable."

"Yeah, that..."

"So what are you waiting for. You know you just make it worse when you ignore it. You can try to drown it out with TV or books but that won't make it go away."

"I know... okay..."

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Quiet...

I avoid quiet,
No, I run hard from quiet.
The quiet place feels lonely, empty, scary.
I convince myself that noise pushes the darkness back.
And sometimes it does, in a way.
Talking and laughing with friends beats back the dark.
Music causes it to flee.
But other times it's the noise of empty entertainment: TV, movies, the buzz of the interwebs...

Don't get me wrong,
God still speaks.
He speaks through His people -
my friends in real life
the blogs I read
the sermons I hear
He speaks through music and
He speaks through books.

What I'm missing, what I need, is that Still Small Voice.
The One that whispers
Peace. Be Still.
But I'm afraid of the quiet.

Keep (Five Minute Friday)

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Keep.
Continue on. Persevere.
(Easy to say, hard to do.)

When you feel like giving up,
Keep going,
Keep trying.

When all seems lost,
Keep listening,
Keep hoping.

When you feel unloved,
Keep loving,
Keep holding on the One who is holding you.

When you feel alone,
Keep reaching out to others.
Keep pressing on toward the goal…



To participate in Five Minute Friday, write for five minutes on the topic of the week, post it on your own blog and link up the post here (via the InLinkz button at the bottom of the post).

Some Real Talk on Depression

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In 2001, it was a brave new world on the world wide web, the final frontier. I was in my first year of college when depression hit me hard. So I started searching online for something about Christians and depression. I came across the usual litany of oh so helpful quips about “just needing to pray more” or read the Bible more, or repent of previously unrepented sin, or “just focus on God more” if you JUST do THIS you won’t feel/be depressed because “good” Christians don’t get depressed! Now hopefully in 2015, most people know that is ridiculous. My fear is that there are still desperately hurting people who are only hearing that message.

Thankfully, back in 2001, I also came across a site which explained, from someone's personal experience, that it is indeed possible to be a Christian and struggle with depression. On this site and discussion board I was reminded that we always have hope in Christ, even when we can't seem to see it or feel it. I also realized that I was far from the only one struggling in this way. (There is now a facebook page that has developed from some of the same people behind that website.)

It has become more and more clear to me that I need to write the words I most needed and wanted to read back in 2001. Thankfully there are others doing this now as well. But the passage in Corinthians keeps popping up everywhere reminding me that it really is in my weakness that God’s strength and power and goodness is so wonderfully displayed. It is in my darkness that the light of Jesus shines brightest. I have to write (and speak) the hard things, the vulnerable things, the things I’d rather not talk about. 



So why am I writing this post?

  • Because I want you to know you are not alone. 
  • I want you to know that Christians do in fact get depressed and sometimes need medicine to help balance things out. 
  • I want you to know that none of that makes you less of a Christian. 
  • And I want you to get the help that you need.(You don't have to choose between Jesus or medication. Often times, it takes both.)

And I know that when you are in the depths of depression it gets increasingly harder to reach out to get the help you need, but do what you can. Tell at least one person you trust about your struggle. Tell them what you think you need to do to get help, maybe they can help push you to make some phone calls to set up counseling and a doctor's appointment. There have been so many times I have waited longer than I should have to get help and then when I finally did go back to counseling and/or go back on medication, I was kicking myself for not having done so sooner!

As Jamie ("the very worst missionary") said recently, depression is not a scandal. It is a real illness and people are dying because of it. And this is all the more reason why we need to be talking about it. I believe that by talking about it we can chip away at the stigma and hopefully help more people get the help that they need to fight depression.


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You Matter. You are Loved. You are Known.

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What do we all want more than anything? More than money, more than fame, we want to know that we matter, that we are loved and known. And it's already true of us!

Something that has stayed with me from some sermons at church is the phrase, “the truest thing about you.”

For example, the truest thing about me is not my depression.
The truest thing about me is that all of my hope is in Jesus, the Messiah.

The truest thing about you and me is not our struggles or sin or shame or brokenness.
The truest thing about us is that we are loved unconditionally by our Good God.

You matter. You are created in the image of God and you matter.

You are loved. The One who created the entire universe loves you more deeply than you can imagine. You are loved.

You are known intimately by the One who knit you together in your mother’s womb. You are known.

These are reminders to myself as much as anyone because my bent is all that negative self-talk crap, and who has time for that?

I’m tired of believing lies.
So I’m practicing rehearsing Truth, for you and for me.

You matter.
You are loved.
You are known.

Podcast Interview on Depression

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So my last post on depression led to Tim and Nobe from the Back to Red podcast asking me if I would be interested in doing a podcast with them and I said yes. You can head on over to their site to hear it!

You can also go directly to thier iTunes channel and hit subscribe:
https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/back-to-red-podcast/id940607379

(They spend the first little bit talking about The Walking Dead, so if you're not interested in that part you can skip to about 20 minutes in.)

Some of the things we discuss are:
  • What depression is and isn't.
  • Some positives and negatives about how church/The Bible impact a person's depression.
  • Does God purposely gives people depression in order to teach them to rely in Him more?
  • What friends and family should do to help someone they love deal with depression.
  • Some resources, activities, or avenues that we have used to cope with depression. 
Also, fun fact, the post Tim references during the podcast as the one where he first read my blog was the one on Wrecked Theology: The Books that Read Us, from last April.




What I'm Reading Wednesday

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My friend, Brenton, has inspired me to write this post today. Like Brenton, I am teased, on occasion, for how many books I tend to be in the middle of at the same time. (It's roughly 11 right now, not counting some that have been on the back burner for far too long now - ever since I started seminary!) Part of the reason for this is that I read a variety of types of books in different ways. Brenton has a good post on this as well: Different Kinds of Reading, Different Kinds of Books.

Stardustby Neil Gaiman
          I just started listening to this audio book. I love the John Donne poem he quotes at the beginning: Song: Go and catch a falling star
"Go and catch a falling star,
    Get with child a mandrake root,
Tell me where all past years are,
    Or who cleft the devil's foot,
Teach me to hear mermaids singing,
Or to keep off envy's stinging,
  And find what wind
Serves to advance an honest mind."

I'm reading three commentaries on Galatians as I prepare to teach a Bible Study on Galatians on Thursday nights:



          I knew I needed to go through this book as soon as I read some of the excerpts and listened to some of the poems on Malcolm Guite's blog.
"Lent is a time to reorient ourselves, clarify our minds, slow down, recover from distraction and focus on the values of God's kingdom. Poetry, with its power to awaken the mind, is an ideal companion for such a time. This collection enables us to turn aside from everyday routine and experience moments of transfigured vision as we journey through the desert landscape of Lent and find refreshment along the way." - Amazon


I love this book as devotional reading in the evening. There are passages from her fiction and non-fiction organized for daily reading. I enjoy re-reading particularly meaningful passages from The Wrinkle in Time series in this way, as well as being exposed to much of her non-fiction which I have not read yet.


The Divine Hours is a literary and liturgical reworking of the sixth-century Benedictine Rule of fixed-hour prayer. It makes primary use of the Book of Common Prayer and the writings of the Church Fathers, I am indebted to my friend Dana, for introducing me to this resource. 






This is a massive book (944 pgs) that I am reading for my Basic Christian Doctrine class at Asbury.

"Written for clergy, Christian educators, religious scholars, and lay readers alike, Classic Christianity provides the best synthesis of the whole history of Christian thought." - Goodreads




          This is another book I am reading 
for my Basic Christian Doctrine class: "While the truths of the Christian faith are universal, new contexts bring new questions, new understandings, and new expressions. What does this mean for theology? Is the Christian faith not only culturally translatable, but also theologically translatable? Timothy Tennent answers this question with a resounding yes. Theological reflection is alive and well in the majority world church, and these new perspectives need to be heard, considered, and brought into conversation with Western theologians." -Goodreads 

           This is on the recommended reading list for my Basic Christian Doctrine class, so I'm trying to wade through it also. This is part of the description of the book on Goodreads:
The present study seeks to respond theologically to current discussions about ideas of self from the perspective of God's action in and towards the world. Its aim is to trace a view of rationality that follows the drama of God's engagement with the world, thus involving dying and resurrection, ascesis and abundance, suffering witness and Eucharistic communion. 

Called to Teach by William R. Yount

This book is for my other class I'm taking this semester: Teaching the Bible to Youths and Adults. I'm about half-way through this one. But I will be finished with it by tomorrow night because I have to turn in a brief review of it by Thursday night!

What I'm Into (February 2015 Edition)

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On Instagram:
Haircut, yay!
Babysitting my little buddies =)

Books I've finished reading this month:
Bold = I will most likely read again at some point
Highlight = I really liked it and think you should read it too 

*read for seminary



TV:
The Big Bang Theory
Allegiance (I'm really digging this new show. It reminds me a bit of 24.)
The Odd Couple
The Flash
Agent Carter
UK Basketball (Pursuit of Perfection! 28-0) =)

Writing:


So what have you been into this month?

What I'm Into

I’m linking up with Leigh Kramer for What I’m Into (check out the rest over at her site).

Guest Post on Cara Meredith's Site

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I am honored to be featured on Cara Meredith's blog today.

My Dad reading to me back in the day =)
Cara asked me to write about something related to this phrase: “The boring rituals make the story deeper.”

For some reason, the first thing that came to mind was the bedtime ritual from when I was a child. My mom or my dad would read a Bible story out of our children’s Bible Story books, we would pray together, and the last thing we said each night was, “Night-night, I love you, sleepy-good”.

Click on over to her blog to read the rest.

What I'm Into (March 2015 Edition)

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I had a snow day from work one day so I went to watch my little cousin do some sledding!
I got to go see The Lion King production with my mom at the beginning of the month. And we went straight from there to the UL game!
Then later in the month, I got to go to a UK game with my dad! 1st round of the NCAA tournament, at that!


Books I finished reading in March:
  • The Word in the Wilderness by Malcolm Guite 
  • The Light Fantastic (Discworld, #2; Rincewind #2) by Terry Pratchett 
  • The Bible Tells Me So: Why Defending Scripture Has Made Us Unable to Read It by Peter Enns (I found this book quite helpful in thinking through some of the more "problematic" parts of the OT in particular.)
  • Teaching Cross-Culturally: An Incarnational Model for Learning and Teaching by Judith E. Lingenfelter 
  • Winnie the Pooh: A. A. Milne's Pooh Classics, Volume 1 by A.A. Milne 
  • Searching for Sunday: Loving, Leaving, and Finding the Church by Rachel Held Evans (I LOVED this book so much. It is perfect for the season I am in right now.)
  • Across the Spectrum: Understanding Issues in Evangelical Theology by Gregory A. Boyd 
  • Stardust by Neil Gaiman 

On the TV:
  • Kentucky Basketball! (I love March Madness!! Go Big Blue!!!)
  • MARVEL Agents of Shield
  • The Flash
  • The Big Bang Theory
  • The Odd Couple
  • Allegiance (something about it reminds me of 24, and I like it!) 


So what did the Month of March look like for you?

What I'm Into

I’m linking up with Leigh Kramer for What I’m Into (check out the rest over at her site).

2015 Audiobook Challenge

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2015 Audiobook Challenge
I love audio-books. I can listen to them in the car or while eating lunch, etc. So I joined an audiobook challenge because why not?

These are the audiobooks I've listened to so far this year:

1. Jesus Feminist: An Invitation to Revisit the Bible’s View of Women by Sarah Bessey
2. Lean In: Women, Work, and the Will to Lead by Sheryl Sandberg
3. Leaving Church: A Memoir of Faith by Barbara Brown Taylor
4. Meet the Austins (Austin Family #1) by Madeleine L'Engle
5. The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning
6. The Hobbit by J. R. R. Tolkien
7. The Blue Parakeet: Rethinking How You Read the Bible by Scot McKnight
8. Life and Writings of C. S. Lewis (The Great Courses) by Louis Markos
9. Revise Us Again: Living from a Renewed Christian Script by Frank Viola
10. The Artist's Way: A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity by Julia Cameron
11. Bird by Bird: Some Instructions on Writing and Life by Anne Lamott
12. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
13. Pastrix: The Cranky, Beautiful Faith of a Sinner and Saint by Nadia Bolz-Weber
14. Simply Good News: Why the Gospel Is News and What Makes It Good by N.T. Wright
15. Stardust by Neil Gaiman
16. Winnie the Pooh: A. A. Milne's Pooh Classics, Volume 1 by A.A. Milne
17. The Bible Tells Me So: Why Defending Scripture Has Made Us Unable to Read It by Peter Enns
18. The Light Fantastic (Discworld #2) by Terry Pratchett

italics = re-read 

Given the following choices for levels, I think it's safe for me to choose "Marathoner" which is 50+ audiobooks in 2015. My overall goal for number of books to read this year is 120. See all of the books I've read so far this year here.

levels:

  • Newbie (I’ll give it a try) 1-5 
  • Weekend Warrior (I’m getting the hang of this) 5-10
  • Stenographer (can listen while multi-tasking) 10-15
  • Socially Awkward (Don’t talk to me) 15-20
  • Binge Listener (Why read when someone can do it for you) 20-30
  • My Precious (I had my earbuds surgically implanted) 30-50
  • Marathoner (Look Ma no hands) 50+

SIGN UP FOR THE CHALLENGE HERE


What I'm Into: May 2015

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Well, I've been pretty quite on the blog lately. I never even posted my "What I'm Into" post for April.
Since I never got around to posting a recap for April, I may include things from then too:

Books:

For School:

  • Community That is Christian: A Handbook on Small Groups by Julie A. Gorman 
  • In Search of the Source: A First Encounter with God's Word by Neil T. Anderson 
  • Paul for Everyone Galatians and Thessalonians by N.T. Wright 
  • Galatians (The NIV Application Commentary, New Testament #9) by Scot McKnight
  • Galatians and Ephesians (College Press NIV Commentary) by Kenneth L. Boles
  • How to Ask Great Questions by Karen Lee-Thorp, Erynn Mangum
  • Surprised by Hope: Rethinking Heaven, the Resurrection, and the Mission of the Church by N.T. Wright
  • Theology in the Context of World Christianity by Timothy C. Tennent
  • Classic Christianity: A Systematic Theology by Thomas C. Oden

For Fun:


Podcasts:
Rob Bell's "Robcast"
The Liturgists
Nomad Podcast
All About Jack: A C. S. Lewis Podcast

TV:
Marvel: Agents of Shield had some interesting twists and turns to end the season
The Flash
Daredevil (Netflix)
(Are you sensing a theme here?)

Movie:
Avengers: Age of Ultron - I really enjoyed it. I think it lives up to the hype. I love Joss Whedon's work.
(sidenote, I miss Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Can we reboot that and see the comic stories fleshed out on TV? That would be cool!)

On Instagram:


So what did the Month of May look like for you?

What I'm Into

I’m linking up with Leigh Kramer for What I’m Into (check out the rest over at her site).

wait to live

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I wrote this a couple of years ago as loved ones waited in hospice for a dearly loved family member to pass on from this life to the next. I found it the other day and thought I would share it on here.
wait to live

your mother waits:
9 months to meet you,
2-3 years for you to get out of diapers,
3-5 years for you to go to school.

you can't wait to:
go to school,
sit at the adult table at family gatherings,
be one of the big kids,
drive,
get a car,
graduate high school,
grow up and leave it all behind.

then you wait to:
graduate college,
find employment,
move out on your own,
get your dream job,
buy a house,
marry,
have kids,
retire.

and in the end,
you wait to die.

but all along the way
we are waiting
and longing,
for heaven,
to be with Jesus,
waiting to live whole -
no longer broken, shattered, and torn,
waiting to die to self and wake to LIFE.

waiting to live,
waiting to die,
to truly LIVE.

Perfectionism and the Struggle for Identity

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I am a perfectionist, to a fault. I notice it a lot when I'm trying to write.
(I have written about this before.)

Perfectionism keeps me from trying sometimes.

It's an all or nothing mentality. (This is not very productive, helpful, or useful in any way.)

And I realize that we only experience grace in our imperfections!
 ""My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me." 2 Cor. 12:9
I keep seeing how I have tied my self-worth and identity to my performance in academics, writing, etc., but I don't know how to break the deeply ingrained habit. I mean it's practically programmed into us from the time we start school! Behave well. Get good grades so you can get into a good college so you can get a good job where you must perform well to keep your job and earn a good living...

But I realize that tying my identity and self-worth to my performance only fuels my perfectionism which becomes debilitating. It causes the procrastination/paralyzation cycle I find myself in so often when writing on a deadline. (You see, the procrastination allows me to say that of course it won't be perfect because I didn't give myself enough time to make it perfect... it's rather manipulative of myself I suppose.) 

And yes, I knowthat my true identity is in Christ and that nothing I can do will make God love me any more or less than He already does, and yet I keep striving to earn more anyway... Or maybe I'm just trying to prove something to myself and the world around me.

This is not a post where I can wrap it all up neat and tidy with a bow. This is a post where I'm talking about an ongoing struggle. I don't have all the answers. (This is another thing that keeps me from writing - thinking I need to bring it all to a clean resolution, but life doesn't really work like that.)

I will end with the few things I've been telling myself lately to try to push through the procrastination/paralyzation cycles:

  • Journal - Just write!
  • In writing and in life, think progress, not perfection.
  • Remind yourself over and over again that your true identity is in Christ as a dearly beloved child of God.

How to Earn Badges in Audible's Mobile Apps

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I do most of my audio-book listening using Audible, specifically, the Audible app on my iPhone. One of the extra features of the app is that you can earn badges as you listen to your books. There are 15 different badges you can earn. From what I understand, Android devices and Kindle Fire devices utilize the same feature.

The badges you earn on one device from an Audible app sync between devices (like when I listen from my iPad at night vs. my iPhone in the car).

There are three different levels of badges you can obtain: silver, gold, and platinum.

Mount Everest:
Complete an Audible book that is longer than 24 hours long. (Infinite Jest did the trick for me!)

Watchtower:
Look at your profile page and badge page and switch back (in and out) over 50 times to obtain the Watchtower badge.

7-day-stretch:
Read in at least 2 books in the course of any consecutive 7 day period.

Weekend Warrior:
Listen to an audible book for at least a total of 10 hours on a weekend.

Night Owl:
Listen to any selection of books for a course of at least 8 hours on any given night.

Repeat Listener:
Listen to the same book 3 or more times in a given day or week.

Daily Dipper:
Listen to books on any 7 consecutive days.

High Noon:
Read a book for at least 3 hours during a lunchtime stretch between 11am and 3pm.

The Closer:
Complete an entire book in one session.

Marathoner:
Listen to an Audible book for at least 2 consecutive hours in a day.

Nibbler:
Listen to 3 book titles in one day.

The Stack:
Have at least 50 Audible audio-books in your library.

(The three I don't have yet)

Social Butterfly:
Share your badge progress 5 times on Twitter and Facebook.

Stenographer: 
Place 10 bookmarks in a single book.

Dabbler:
If your library is filled with books that have been started but haven't been marked as unfinished, you will be awarded with the Dabbler badge.

Audiobook Challenge Up-date

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2015 Audiobook Challenge
Audio-book challenge up-date (the books I've listened to so far this year):
See the first 18 here.

Bold = I will most likely read again at some point
Highlight = I really liked it and want you to read it too

19. Ready Player One by Ernest Cline, Narrated by Wil Wheaton
20. Healing the Gospel: A Radical Vision for Grace, Justice, and the Cross by Derek Flood
21. On the Edge of the Dark Sea of Darkness (The Wingfeather Saga #1) by Andrew Peterson
22. The Furious Longing of God by Brennan Manning
23. Jesus Wants to Save Christians: A Manifesto for the Church in Exile by Rob Bell, Don Golden
24. Letters to Malcolm: Chiefly on Prayer by C.S. Lewis
25. Scary Close: Dropping the Act and Finding True Intimacy by Donald Miller
26. If You Feel Too Much: Thoughts on Things Found and Lost and Hoped For by Jamie Tworkowski
27. The Crowd, The Critic And The Muse: A Book For Creators by Michael Gungor
28. The Feast of the Drowned (Doctor Who: New Series Adventures #8) by Stephen Cole
29. The Problem of Pain by C.S. Lewis
30. The Abolition of Man by C. S. Lewis
31. A Grief Observed by C. S. Lewis

So I've read 31 out of my goal of 50+ audiobooks in 2015. My overall goal for number of books to read this year is 120. See all of the books I've read so far this year here.

levels:

  • Newbie (I’ll give it a try) 1-5 
  • Weekend Warrior (I’m getting the hang of this) 5-10
  • Stenographer (can listen while multi-tasking) 10-15
  • Socially Awkward (Don’t talk to me) 15-20
  • Binge Listener (Why read when someone can do it for you) 20-30
  • My Precious (I had my earbuds surgically implanted) 30-50
  • Marathoner (Look Ma no hands) 50+

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